Having a baby changes everything.
I still am reeling from how odd my life is. Now everything has to be scheduled; Going somewhere is kind of a sizable deal now. My lake house is a mess plus I never have time to do stuff for me. I have needed to sacrifice a lot. I now work out at 7am since that is the only time my spouse can take the baby while I was in his work day. I also have a lot of downtime when I am nursing my son. I can’t work 1 handed. So I usually just study while I am waiting for my baby to finish. I can’t seem to scrub my house, scrub dishes or make lunch anymore. My kid requires a lot of attention. I also have changed my diet. Since I am breastfeeding, I am aware that what I take in, so does my baby. I have cut out all chocolate, sugar plus fats. I snack on nuts plus fruits now. I also drink tons of water plus eat a yearly prenatal. What entirely stunk is that I had to give up my cannabis. My state is a medical mariajuana 1. I have a prescription for medical cannabis. I used to vape cannabis oil in order to sleep at night. I can’t have THC plus CBD in my system. That would mess my kid up. So now I just don’t get to sleep as easily since I am off my cannabis. I also get up every several minutes to feed my baby. I am dying here however it is necessary to keep my kid healthy.