Everyday I have to drive almost 50 miles to work.
This drive would not be terrible, although I have to drive on the mountains for over 40 of these miles.
The drive never used to bother me much at all, however lately I have felt a lot of intense anxiety every time I leave the house. I believe as though the anxiety is getting worse and worse each afternoon. My jangled nerves have been getting the better of me on the mountain roads, so I started to smoke a little bit of marijuana every time I left the house. I even smoke marijuana when I drive to work. A small amount of marijuana in my system doesn’t impair my driving more than all of the anxiety and nervousness. I have driven this distance for a while without getting high and I can’t truthfully say without a doubt that I drive much more carefully when I am under the influence of medical or recreational marijuana. I sat outside of the office a few days ago and I had the windows rolled up. It was really quite frigid outside and I didn’t want to let the frigid air into the automobile while I was smoking a fat marijuana joint. One of my coworkers came up to me and I tried to hide the marijuana joint as quickly as possible. The woman wanted me to roll down the window, although I knew that would let all of the smell and smoke out of the car. I tried to act like I didn’t hear what the woman was saying when I drove away nervously.