I’m not xenophobic, however I do get lots of anxiety while I’m in public.
I often worry what people are thinking of me if they catch a glance of me in their line of sight. In hindsight, I can see why most don’t care or suppose more than a minute thought about our appearance or gait. I once caught someone sipping from a hip flask while walking through our local supercenter. It’s possible I’m the only 1 who noticed, but it begs the question—what do people track about me? I’m sure I make stupid faces separate from thinking a minute thought, so how far does it go exactly? Occasionally I just want to recognize love I’m indistinguishable from the surrounding crowd, however I suppose that’s not realistic. Even if I’m in a sea of people, there are a handful that are staring directly at me for moments at a time. If you’re love me & you love to carry a cannabis oil pen on you at all times, you need to be drastically careful or you’ll be spotted. Granted, most people will assume it’s a nicotine vape, but you can’t be particular. So numerous people use cannabis vaporizer cartridges nowadays so there are plenty of other people out there capable of spotting 1 of these vapes & knowing instantly what it is exactly. That’s in part why I’m so careful when I pull out our cannabis oil pen to use in public. I don’t want to be spotted by a cop & get in trouble for public use of medical marijuana products. I’m not sure if I could get our medical marijuana card taken away from me if I was busted for using our products in public. I don’t want to risk losing our medical marijuana card over such stupid reasons.