I’m not xenophobic, even though I do get lots of anxiety while I’m in public.
I often worry what people are thinking of me if they catch a glance of me in their line of sight. In hindsight, I can see why most don’t care or guess more than a hour thought about my appearance or gait. I once caught someone sipping from a hip flask while walking through our local supercenter. It’s possible I’m the only 1 who noticed, however it begs the question—what do people observe about me? I’m sure I make stupid faces separate from thinking a hour thought, so how far does it go exactly? Sometimes I just want to guess love I’m indistinguishable from the surrounding crowd, even though I believe that’s not realistic. Even if I’m in a sea of people, there are a handful that are staring directly at me for moments at a time. If you’re love me and you love to carry a cannabis oil pen on you at all times, you need to be seriously careful or you’ll be spotted. Granted, all the people will believe it’s a nicotine vape, however you can’t be particular. So various people use cannabis vaporizer cartridges nowadays so there are plenty of other people out there capable of spotting 1 of these vapes and knowing right away what it is exactly. That’s in area why I’m so careful when I pull out my cannabis oil pen to use in public. I don’t want to be spotted by a cop and get in trouble for public use of medical marijuana products. I’m not sure if I could get my medical marijuana card taken away from me if I was busted for using my products in public. I don’t want to risk losing my medical marijuana card over such stupid reasons.